Just found this book at Barnes and Noble, it describes perfectly how I basically think day to day 24/7! It gets weirder, the abilities they described are the abilities I found out about and thought to use the names to group a bunch of sub-abilities together, and the lowest amount I could group them into was five, and it's weird I use the same names as the book does! I think maybe I had a past life back in the day in Japan or something, haha. This was weird.
http://www.amazon.com/Shadow-Warrior-Secrets-Invisibility-Reading/dp/080653124X/ref=sr_1_sc_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1347668358&sr=1-1-spell&keywords=Shadow+Warrior%2C+by+Jotoro
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